My Rebellious Corpse
I'm always fighting with myself. I don't want to but there's always some part of me that wants to do the opposite of what I should be doing.
I want to sleep at night but I can't and I want to be awake during the day but always need a nap. I want to go out and have fun on days that are meant for staying in and watching American Idol. And when someone calls me to go out, you can be sure I'll change my mind and rather just stay home and watch a film.
When it's a nice day outside, I do want to go out and I do go out but on a rainy day I want to go out even more.
When it's time to do work, I want to relax and when there's nothing to be done, I feel like I should be working.
It's so frustrating! But one thing's for certain: I don't want to feel like this anymore.
I want to sleep at night but I can't and I want to be awake during the day but always need a nap. I want to go out and have fun on days that are meant for staying in and watching American Idol. And when someone calls me to go out, you can be sure I'll change my mind and rather just stay home and watch a film.
When it's a nice day outside, I do want to go out and I do go out but on a rainy day I want to go out even more.
When it's time to do work, I want to relax and when there's nothing to be done, I feel like I should be working.
It's so frustrating! But one thing's for certain: I don't want to feel like this anymore.
posted by ds @ 7:25 PM
It's an Aquarian thing! I never met an Aquarian who was settled until they were living entirely on their own terms. If you pioneer things in your life, you probably won’t be indecisive and that’s because Aquarians really are non-conformists and idealistic to no end. Until you find your flow though ... you won’t really settle! When it gets too complicated, pack a bag and go out of town for a few days - doesn’t matter where, just somewhere pretty. Take a bunch of friends who you’ll laugh alot with, live in a cheap motel for 2 days, get druuuunk, sweet talk a stranger in a Hicksville bar… write a poem ... just keep doing the stuff that isn’t mundane lol! Aquarians are extra-ordinary so don’t get too stressed if these ‘ordinary’ options stir up a bit of fuss k! You’ll be alright when the time is right!
Oh P.S. –I’m not one of those weird new-age women who are into birth-charts, crystal balls, etc. But I think there is something to be said for certain personality traits that are common to each sign. For example, CAPRICORNS are perfect & should rule the world!!!! HOOOO RAHHHH!!! And all Leos should be their slaves!! Lol (I hope my boss doesn’t read this!)